Updated: Nov 27, 2020
I hate loving you. I'm trapped. I'm exhausted. I can't breathe here.
No room to breathe, you give me no room to breathe.
I just want a break. A break off, a break up, to break away.
Anything, I'll take anything, but this.
I'm trapped inside my own body watching you build me up just to tear me down over and over and over again.
I love you so much that I chose you over me.
I'm exhausted from the pain, but I stay for the love high you give me.
The pain gets worse and the high gets better; eventually the two become one.
Eventually the pain turns me on, so I keep coming back for more.
No one can hurt me the way you do. No one can break my heart like you.